So I think I understand why some people become hard and uncaring. I think some people who work alot need the distraction. I feel that some people who are not social or seemingly don't care do not want to show vulnerability. Just like myself, they have been hurt and disappointed a number of times that, one time maybe they wanted to care and give, but just couldn't do it anymore. Somehow, giving becomes a liability. It is quite sad.
Throughout my life, I've always had this youthful, optimistic spirit. I'm turning 33 this year and I can feel that spirit slipping away. I'm scared to let that go because I truly do NOT want to be one of those bitter women who can snap at you like they've suddenly become bipolar.